I've been on citalopram 20mg for 8 months and for the past month have gone down to taking a tablet every other day. Tonight is meant to be my last tablet but I'm anxious about potential side effects. I've been continuously tired for the past month since I've reduced the dosage (I've tried everything from 6 to 12 hours sleep but it makes no difference!) this is quite similar to when I started the medication, I've also been yawning lots again.
I can't afford to have any time off work ill as I've only been in my job 5 months and triggered a first stage warning because I had an accident and then a few weeks later got a very bad viral infection. As I'm still in my trial period any more time off will count against me being made permanent.
The citalopram has worked amazingly. It is the first time I've taken A/D's as my last huge breakdown was at uni and I chose to take time out and work through it without meds. This time the combination of a depressive episode and being bullied by my boss (hence the new job) was too much! I remember how I felt before going on it and am worried about the impact of stopping now. I am desperate to come off it as I don't want to rely on it and I don't like the side effect of gaining weight. On the other hand I'm living in a new place, making friends and I'm worried that I'm going to find it very difficult without the meds.
What are other peoples experiences of coming off citalopram? Did you have any side effects? How did you feel emotionally? Would you have done anything differently?
Thanks for listening x x x