I've just come back from picking my children up from school (great fun and stress free, not!!) Just seen all the responses to my message earlier and it feels nice to know I am not alone. Anxiety and panic can make you feel so alone. I sometimes feel kind of floaty when I am around other people as if everyone is coping and I feel 'different'. I guess I am trying to distance myself from what is going on around me so I don't feel panicky. I've never really asked for help with all this; I don't want to go on medication. I was prescribed Peroxitine (think that's how its spelt!) for depression about 10 years ago and when I tried going back on them a few years later, I had a reaction. Drugs are a no,no for me....I read self-help books, but its remembering to put everything you read into practise. This feels great, just talking....I don't think I'd realised how lonely I felt despite living in a noisy house full of kids! Sorry for the long message....xxxx[:I]