My emotions are like a rollercoaster.

Although I'm suffering sometimes I'll think Just do it, I've had a good weekend moving and decorating. Tonight someone suggested a quiz night at the pub and my heart sank.

All my friends are there including my girlfriend and I'm here on the net on my own. Been crying bucketloads.

Sometimes it feels like this is neverending. Been three months, last time it was 2 years. That thought is depressing.