Hello All..,
At the moment im finding it so hard to cope..!

From getting up till going to mbed im constantly battling with my thoughts its driving me mad..!!!

Is this ever going to go away or am i gonna be like this forever i just wish i had a wand to make everything better , but it know it doesnt work like that

Ive had to make app at doctors cause im not coping well at all im constantly tired and stressed out ..!!

It annoys me even more as well as i have such a loving husband and 2 gorge kids but im the way i am and i just cant enjoy anything i think i could handle the thoughts if i didnt have all the physical symptoms that accompany them..There Terrible , Shortness of breath, tiredness, dizziness, nausea, and the list goes on so im gonna have a good chat to the doctor tomorrow..!!

As I Keep saying to my husband i just want to be normal ive been in tears today again as i feel like im not normal and im a freak for feeling the way i do and it makes it worse with the physical symptoms too cause it makes you think your dying even more .

Well Thanks For reading and hope your all well

Hugs xxxx