Re: Intrusive/scary thoughts
Hi Orchid,
Yes I can pretty much relate to everything you are saying. Intrusive and repetitive thoughts are common amongst all types of anxiety sufferers. The OCD sufferers tend to have it worse because the mechanism in the brain that says 'enough is enough' is not quite working as well as it does in the rest of us. Not that it works that well for us either .
It is possible to have suppressed feelings that can create anxiety, but having read you post you seem very knowledgeable about anxiety. You appear to to understand the mechanisms that contribute to it, and the coping strategies to combat it. We all slip up from time to time and anxiety will always raise its ugly head. The important thing is that we keep practicing good coping techniques and the anxiety should become manageable.
I think you know all this though and it is natural to doubt yourself. Just be patient and continue what you have been doing because you are definitely on the right path.
And remember you are not alone.
John
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I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear.
From the book Dune by Frank Herbert