Hello,
Is there any girls out there that suffered with panic while pregnant? I could really do with having a chat with someone. It's been so hard, i've been having panic attacks again, and panicking over things all the times, all worries of course related to pregnancy, keep thinking of all the things that can go wrong, whatever i feel i straight away think something is wrong. It's like it has been ages ago when my panic and health anxiety started, last week or so i hardly had any time free from at least thinking about the symptoms i'm having. Since i started feeling dizzy and faint i've been again scared to be by myself, to go out, to just get up in the morning, it's been so long since i felt like that. I feel a funny thing anything, i freeze in panic. Like last night i thought i was feeling like my head is pulsating or something, i was clinching to my pillow in fear trying hard to just relax and try to fall asleep. I went out yesterday with my OH, i stayed to do the washing at the laundry, which means i was standing but not all the time, i walked to meet my bf in town which is not that far when i finished, by that time my legs started feeling like i have been on my feet all day, of course i was panicking, probably clinching them even more trying to root myself to the ground not to fall over. Today the back of my knees and calfs are still hurting me, i keep looking at them looking for swelling or something, sometimes i think maybe some area is redish and that's it, i am going out of my mind, when i look again in a different light and they look ok i start proding them and when i see the area where i press becomes whiter for a second after i get worried if that means something. I hope i don't sound too loopy with this, i do hope i can find a way to get this under control, i am seeing my mw on friday so talking with her will hopefully help, but i need some calming till then please, so if there's anyone, please, help me ... THANKS