Im so confused at how im feeling right now its ridiculous!
Im having anxiety over my relationship and future plans with my boyfriend for no reason, i've found a useful thread on here in the general anxiety section to do with this and its reassured me loads that its not ME doubting the relationship its anxiety on overload!
Ive always been really over thoughtful about everything and this is just taking it too far!
Im not sure though but i think my depression is coming through my anxiety aswell, I keep having random "bad hours" where il just either doubt my relationship with 100 what ifs and do i still love him and am i happy when i know full well that when this phase goes im perfectly happy and i wonder why i could ever doubt my love for him. But sometimes these hours arent based on that they are just the feeling of anxiety with no point, i wont be thinking of anything yet the feeling remains and i think this is the depression coming through.
Does anyone have any experiance of this kind of thing or any advice? My boyfriends supportive, i feel like im arguing with anxiety and that the only way anxiety will win is if i dump my boyfriend and that wont ever happen. Thats how i can tell its not me because at the end of it all i dont want to leave him, if it was me doubting him then i wouldnt feel that way!