hey again
Uni is still really bad and ive been there two months now and things seem to still be getting worse. i've become so withdrawn and i just spend most of my time in my room coz i can't bare the uncomfortable feeling i feel when i'm around my housemates or other people that they have invited over and i know they all think i'm strange. i'm not eating properly coz i can't bare to go into the kitchen in case i bump into them. i'm to scared to do my washing in case i bump into them and i've been bringing my washing home as i've been coming home every weekend just to escape the feeling but now even my mum is telling me not to come home in case i miss out on parties which i obv dont want to go to and coz it costs to much but its the only way i can see getting through this.
i just don't know what to do? i've never felt so alone and i want to just be a different person but unfortunately it doesn't work that way.
Please reply
Love Louise XX