today I went to work this morning without anxiety (BLISS)
BUT.......... on the way home i bumped into a mum i know who works at a private hospital. I told her about my swallon saliva glands being up for 3 months now and how id got my xray results and they came back ok, and next week i have to have an ultra sound done.
She got me all worried now because she told me the xrays sometimes fail to show anything when there is something and have i had bloods taken (which I have not ) she told me I need to be refered to maxifacial clinic to get it checked out.
After her chat i walked home in a state thinking oh my god what is wrong with me because i still have swelling and pain everyday.
I really wished id not bumped into her now and Im feeling sick with worry.........Ive had cameras down my throat and an xray and ive seen 3 different doctors prior to this who all gave me antibiotics which didnt work.
I feel im going into severe panic mode about this, Think im afraid of something serious althought the doctors ive seen keep saying its usually an infection or a stone in my gland but now ive had them both ruled out...........how am i going to keep strong ?
mirryx
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