<b id="quote">quote:</b id="quote"><table border="0" id="quote"><tr id="quote"><td class="quote" id="quote">Just based on my experience, I would suggest not worrying about bulking up at the moment but maybe just doing a bit more more cardio stuff to really burn the adrenaline off.
You don't mention relaxation. Have you tried yoga or getting good massages. These both really helped me.
You do have to make that leap of faith ultimately. The cure can only come from inside you.
It's not pleasant to realise that you are doing this to yourself and you can start to worry about being a failure etc. Don't go down this road. It's a waste of energy and untrue.
You sound pretty acute at the moment. And whe you are acute there is nothing more you can do but accept this fact as best you can. As Claire Weekes says, it can take up to 3 months to fully de-sensitise the body........and that's with full acceptance!
Carl makes some very useful and interesting points. Again, you are the only one who can resolve this (as I'm sure you know).
It's good that you have kept the structure with work, but do get adequate rest as well.
Don't stop going out because you feel ****. I used to go out feeling so rough I could hardly understand what people were saying but ultimately it was worth it.
You didn't mention if you know what triggered it all?
Cheers,
Trev
<div align="right">Originally posted by Trev - 05 November 2005 : 00:05:49</div id="right">
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