I have posted recently about my problems and I thought I was getting somewhere but tonight I seem to have hit rock bottom again.
Been to see the doctor at 6ish and been having these numb/pins and needles feelings down the back of my legs (particularly the left) - the stupid thing is that this is the one thing I forgot to speak to him about. So, left the doctors and went to get the prescription and suddenly felt awful, had a spell were I went really dizzy and nearly fell over and the numbness worsened. I am now thinking I must have a brain tumour, which has been the subject of my recent worries.
I have been feeling dizzy, had fluid behind the ear which has now gone but still feeling some vertigo. Had shooting pains in my head this morning and I am sat here in pieces as it all seems to be adding up to something serious, to top it off I have been having these twitching sensations that had seemed to have given up recently. I read about someone who had a brain tumour and got this feeling when they looked at their left hand and they felt detached from it, I get this now and it petrifies me. Also been having a weird taste in my mouth, maybe from the amitriptyline though.
My girlfriend has literally had enough of this, my latest stage of health worry has been going on for over 3 weeks now, never before have I felt it so bad. I know it's worse because it's something that is wrong with my head/brain and that makes it worse and me more worried.
I just don't know what to do or who to turn to, I can't even bring myself to eat and feel so low. I feel so far past being upset and just like a zombie or something. I see the neurologist a week tomorrow and I am petrified, I keep living the moment over when they tell me I have a tumour and only months to live.
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