Does anyone else feel a bit dampened on antidepressant meds? I feel like they've started to make me feel a bit more energetic (or maybe its just a placebo, who knows) but I feel like it's all FAKE because it's just the actions of the meds? Does this make sense?
And then I feel like everything is a contradiction. Because if I'm 'allowed' to feel angry, then why have I been put on meds? I just don't understand and I need someone to explain it to me if possible. I feel scared because what happens when I come off the meds? But i'm also angry because the people that are encouraging me to talk about my feelings are the ones who are telling me to go on meds, so if feels as if they thought i was saying something bad or wrong so they thought they'd have to put me on meds.
Does this make sense anyone? I'm so confused