Really badly needing support guys

[alihud]

Hi everyone,finally i am posting because i feel at rock bottom and if i dont get any help i feel i will disintegrate.
As alot of you know i have an incredible amount going on at the moment,was diagnosed with fibromyalgia yesterday after a long period of illness.Im glad they have finally made up their mind but i still feel so alone with it.It seems with this illness you have to do your own homework which is a bit overhwelming when ur feeling so dreadfully ill.
Im also having massive issues with my abusive ex husband who still takes delight in upsetting me at any available opportunity.But this girl is turning and i have TOTALLY had enough.
Ive also lost a couple of close friendships this year that has also been very hurtful and shame on them for leaving me like this,there was no need at all and totally cruel.Guess it was just too much for them.
But somehow in all of this there is something in me that is saying stuff everything and everyone because i am going to get through this whatever it takes and the angrier i get the better i feel because being passive all through my life has got me absoloutely nowhere.
Ali

[emily51964]

hi ali i am new here, and i dont kno anything about u or your illness, i am sorry to say and hear... but u sound like u are a very strong person who has come a long way. best wishes to you x x x

[everglades]

knowv little but someone i knwo of had fibro......... for sev years and they just done some op on gland on neck - not sure if it was pituitary but now they are ok

just needed to tell u incase
xxxxxxx

[bluesparkle]

ali

always here for you mate

sending lots of
rach
x

[eternally optimistic]

Hi Ali

Soz to hear about your predicament.

You sound in fighting mood, anger can sometimes work in a positive way.

It may well be that you haven't been "passive" but have been a particularly pleasant, likeable person who likes to see good in everyone, maybe.


Take care and as I often say "keep smiling" .

[erin31]

Hi Ali. I'm sorry you are finding things so difficult at the moment. I have was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia about 6 years ago although I have had it for nearer to ten. Yep I have had to do my own homework also.
If you want to chat please pm me.