As some of u may know, ive really been struggling this weekend to come to terms with things after a break up, even though my brother is staying with me, i still feel alone and scared. ive had constant panic attacks since thursday. My doctor mentioned about a psyciatric hopsital, and ive decided to tell him i want to go. Im so scared about it!! But i cannot carry on the way i am. Ive got to see the docs at 5pm, and i cant stop staring at the clock!
I dont know how to keep in contact with u all, ive made some good friends this weekend, and im so scared about being alone in there. Im going to take my phone with me, not that anyone of my family or friends will text me!!
Im so scared!