i'm so sorry , this is the only place that seems to be able to give me relief from my anxiety .
i've had a really bad night last night which has continued into the day - as i was drifting off into sleep last night i was getting really bad stomach pains and i could feel the aderenaline rushing round my body , it made it impossible for me to relax and the pressure in my head was unbearable , after tossing and turning for a good 2 hours i finally dozed off , as a result i've been in and out of sleep all day . everytime i've tried to wake up and get my day started i've had terrible dizziness and that horrible 'vibrations' in some of my limbs so i've kept going back to sleep instead to get relief , ive been properly up and awake since 4pm but this dizziness is driving me nuts.
it's not so much a faint feeling - i have fainted in the past before i had anxiety due to really bad period pains and this 'dizziness' doesn't feel like that - it feels more like i'm just going to collapse ! like my eyes are glazing over
i've not eaten since yesterday afternoon so i'm trying my best to shove this bowl of pasta down me now to build some energy up , but i'm so scared and nervous ! i get no relief from this 'feeling of impending doom'
i do understand it's just anxiety , but that doesn't help me to relax because the feeling is always there !
i can't help but feel that i must be seriously ill ! i HAVE to be .