My mum and dad had an 'open house' thing today for Christmas just a few friends dropping in etc.
When it was one or two people i was fine, maybe a bit quiet and tired but ok.
But as soon as it got to six people the noise started going up, the loud laughter, and i found myself almost panicking about it.
It really annoys me though as all i want to do is try and join in but i just find myself looking around in terror almost...
Just wanted to get it off my chest, have gone upstairs now to have a lie down.
Sarah