I have to have a series of blood tests relating to my anorexia... I tried to have the first today and a nurse came in to assist me because I am extremely phobic, she was a bitch made me worse, was holding me down and asking me why i bothered coming to the doc if i didnt want to have it, i was screaming at her to get off me asking her what her problem was, couldnt she tell i was phobic she was a mental case..

Then my doctor came in to try and help cos she knows im bad and i had all three of them trying to do it and i couldnt so Im going back friday to try but i just get so scared ive tried working on it with my psychologist and it didnt help..

Does anyone know any methods to help me get a needle? I know not to look and to wiggle my toes, to distract myself but honestly i am sooooo bad none of this helps I almost pass out every time from hyperventilation and crying.

I need help. I need to have these tests and I need to stop embarassing myself. I just want to not be afraid.

Please help. Thankyou. xx