FEEL LIKE A GOOD MOAN!

[mirry]

I SEEM TO OF TAKEN A VERY BAD BLIP THE PAST 2 WEEKS, I FEEL A BAG OF NERVES. WHEN I COLLECTED MY DAUGHTER FROM SCHOOL WEDNESDAY I NEARLY FELL TO BITS AND SLIGHTLY CRIED ON THE WAY HOME (WITHOUT HER KNOWING)
I JUST COULDNT HANDLE THAT SCHOOL RUN AGAIN (MAKES ME SICK THINKING ABOUT IT).

MY SON HAS HAD THE FLU ALL WEEK AND MY DAUGHTER HAD A WATER INFECTION LAST WEEK AND HAD ANTIBIOTICS AND NOW HAS GONE BAD AGAIN ON MORE ANTIBIOTICS (SHES GOT A FEVER OF 38.8).

I HAVE HAD HEADACHES ON AND OFF ALL WEEK AND MY MONTHLY IS DUE ,WHICH CANT HELP.

WHEN I WAS IN THE DOCTORS WITH MY DAUGHTER LAST NIGHT I SAID TO HIM ABOUT MYSELF AND HOW IM A PART TIME AGROPHOBIC, HE RAISED HIS EYEBROWS AND LOOKED VERY CONCERNED AND SAID STRAIGHT AWAY THEN YOU NEED CBT, I TOLD HIM I BEEN WAITING NEARLY 4 YEARS NOW AND THAT IM REALLY ANNOYED THE WAY I FEEL IVE BEEN NEGLECTED.........HE SAID TO SEE MY DOCTOR AND I REALLY SHOULD TRY SOME PILLS.

IVE ALWAYS HAD A PHOBIA OF ANY PILL BUT MUST ADMIT I FEEL LIKE I NEED SOMETHING.....,,,,,,, I GET VERY LOW WHEN I READ PEOPLES WRITE UPS ON PILLS AND HOW THEY DONT HELP OR CAUSE ANOTHER PROBLEM.

WHY ISNT THERE A CURE FOR THIS PROBLEM ? I LIVE MY LIFE IN A BUBBLE AND ITS NOT HEALTHY AT ALL..........BUT THE ANXIETY FEELINGS ARE SO AMAZINGLY POWERFUL AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM MAD AND I START CRYING.

ALL THE SELF HELP CDS ARE SO EXPENSIVE WHO CAN AFFORD THEM WHEN THEY CANT EVEN EARN ENOUGH MONEY BECAUSE OF THE PANIC ?
DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW I CAN GET HOLD OF SOME FREE OR CHEAP, COS I NEED SOMETHING.

THANKS

mirryx

[jackie]

mirry i am new to this site but isnt there a column on book swap here. perhaps you can swap cds on this too. i dont know.

plus have you read any of claire weekes books on agraphobia?

i have had a health phobia for 4 years and want so much to get better. demand cbt im gonna.

if its not too painful tell me about your life im sure we have similarities. a problem shared is a problem halfed.

all the best jackie

[mirry]

HI JACKIE,

Sorry you had to read about my moaning, but my life was basically a unhappy chilhood... with all my confidence knocked out of me !

Need a miracle pill.

mirryx

[jackie]

mirry i think clairec weekes book is a miracle cure. regardless of how long you have suffered. i swear i trully believe it. give it a try