For months or even years I have had aches and pains but they are to the point right now that I am sure that I am dying. I know not to google but I am having wide spread and worsening joint and muscle pain all over my body. I can barely walk and I am off the deep end with panic. My heart won't stop racing and I am so scared. I just know this is liver or kidney failure or a tumor somewhere. I am not over weight and I had a physical 8 months ago with bloodwork but this pain everywhere is tooooo much. I have had some dizziness, tinnitis and hoarseness but the pain is what is more than my HA consumed mind can handle. It hurts to type and my forearms are tired from just pushing the keys. Someone who is rational please tell me this isn't kidney or liver failure or lymphoma or someelse horrible. I can't take it anymore. I am so sad and tired of fighting this.