Hello everyone,
I'm really hoping I could get some honest advice here about an issue that has recently turned up again. I am severely emetophobic (fear of vomiting), and my safety behaviours and thoughts led to me being diagnosed with OCD. For a long time I put off taking any medication whatsoever because of the serious fear of it leading to nausea and vomiting. I was put on an anti-depressant that was not normally recommended for OCD, (Or my age group), but it had anti-emetic (anti nausea/vomiting) effects and many users put on weight whilst taking it which was much needed for me as my diet can be very restricted at times.
The new medication will be Fluoxetine, and the doctor prescribing it to me said “…I want you to take this unless you are throwing up more than once a day…” which scared the living daylights out of me. I was told that when the emetophobia/OCD is making decisions for me in regards to treatment then I no longer have the right to say no. Hospitalization was also mentioned (which really, really did not help at all).
I’m all for honesty, but between her (saying that she has known patients to be sick on the medicine) and my therapist who told me she had never known any of her patients to have any side effects whatsoever I have no idea who to believe and thought this was the best place for help.
Sorry for the long post, but I am so worried (my parents are not much help as they think my phobia is a stupid/silly one and are all for the medicine) I know the benefits, but if they are coming at that kind of costs I’m not sure I could take it (as it sounds very counter-productive)
Thanks,
Lulluh x