My sister had asked me to go meet her last night for a few drinks after she finished work and also to meet her colleagues as i might be getting a position at her work. I was so nervous and didnt want to go incase i pased out and the ambulance had to come but i went and it was fine i met some lovely people and it was really chilled out. I feel better for knowing i can do it. It did take one drink for me to start calming down tho but i did play mind over matter. I just wantded to share this with all of you guys who fear theres no hope. BELIEVE ME THERE IS A LIGHT AND THE END OF THE TUNNEL. im not 100% there yet but if i carry on the way i am now I SOON will be
chin up guys x