I am freaking out soooo much right now...
Iv got a bad cold.. started yesterday and have come out with all the symptoms today - runny nose, sore throat, achy, so tired and iv been working from home all day today.
Iv felt really quite ill today but have tried to work through it.... iv also been panicking abit too because i really cant hack being ill!
Anyway, 'sick' has been on my mind today because i know you can be sick when you are ill... and im ill... so i could be sick! (even though i have NEVER been sick with a cold)
My mum is away in ireland at the moment, only went yesterday and shes gone for a week... my dad is here but it is my mum who usually calms me down and helps me when im poorly so my anxiety has been heightened because of that too.... i just want her to come home!
I was just working on my laptop downstairs and was suddenly hit with a wave of sickness... although i dont think i actually felt sick... my stomach just felt very tight and weird and a whole rush came over my body.. my heart began to absolutly pound because i really thought i was gona throw up.... i grabbed my bottle of water and ran upstairs to my room (my safety zone) and iv been sat by my water ever since.. im terrified!!
Do you think i could be sick?? I only think iv got a cold so this could just be in my head like all the times before but i feel so run down and ill with this cold that my stomach feels icky....... i cant honestly describe how trrified i am right now!
Please, need reassurance or something!
I cant handle being sick... what if it never stops! And my mums not here... im sorry for going on, im in abit of a panic xx