Hey everyone
Really need some help with this matter, feels like I am going crazy.
It all started tuesday the 12th of October, I was watchign Tv & ended up watching some of that new program lip service on bbc 3.
I wake up the next day & start having OCD thoughts, like that I fancy girls & that I am lesbian even though it has always repulsed me & made me feel sick.
I have been with my boyfriend for 8 years, always liked men, never had any doubt about that.
Why is it I am thinking this? Its all I think about since tuesday & its driving me insane, am not eating or sleeping. When I went to see my boyfriend friday I couldnt sit still, I was all emotional & crying (although I didnt tell him whats wrong) it was like I wasnt attracted to him anymore even though before this crazyiness when I am with him I can never keep my hands off him.
Is it the frigthening & discusting thoughts that is making me feel this way?
I feel like there is no way out.
Please help