Hey guys this is my first post on no more panic. I have been using another forum website but find its
really depression based. Have a problem at the moment that won’t seem to leave my mind I know
its irrational but to hear that someone else has experienced it will help me from feeling so isolated.
I was first diagnosed with GAD way back in 2008 and was put on 10mg of Citlopram it didn’t do much to be honest just gave me a swimming head. I think it was routine more than anything that helped me pull through. Unfortunately the start of September this year has sparked my anxiety again they have put me on 20mg of escitlopram. The only difference I have noticed is my lack of energy and horniness. The anxiety is still there.
I think I have worried myself though because I read on the esclitopram packet that patients under 24 are more likely to have suicidal thoughts. Well because of my low mood due to my anxiety returning I’m worried that imp going to do something stupid. It like plagues my mind every day. I don’t want to do that though I’m so motivated to get better but because one of my symptoms is the feeling of losing control. I get anxious about do something that will hurt myself, but when I do let these feelings come over myself I have a panic attack because I get scared.
Anyone out there that has ever experienced this too? I think I’m going to come of the antidepressants and ride this out through with this amazing book I’ve found.
Thanks for reading!