I had my endoscopy this morning and it was horrible! I had one 3 yrs ago and although not a nice procedure- it was copeable with but today's felt much worse - perhaps because they did find inflammation in my stomach and so spent longer looking at it and took a biopsy. i just cannot believe in this day and age with modern technology that you have to have such an invasive procedure to look at your stomach. it did not help that the doctor had an awful manner - the nurses were lovely but the doctor was very dismissive of me - he could hardly bring himself to talk to me and then said - i don't think we will see much today - making me feel like i was wasting his time. the test did not get off to a good start - he told me to swallow the tube?! and i panicked because i could not swallow it and i wanted him to just give me a second but he went ahead and pushed it down anyway which made me think - oh my god - i haven't swallowed - does that matter?! bit silly really because it went down regardless!
i have also come off my ssri in the last month and so am getting upset over things i would normally be tougher about and i felt like a right wussy for having a cry when it was all over!
the biopsy is for h pylori but i had a stool sample test for this which was negative so don;t expect it to be positive unless the stool test is not v accurate? and although i found it much worse this time round - i would probably try and have it without sedation again if i had to!
so - not sure what is causing the inflammation - i had an overactive thyroid last year which had just started to settle before i got all this burning and the burning started 3 days after antibiotics - plus i took a year to come off citalopram which in hindsight - it may have been better to withdraw quicker because i have read that withdrawal can cause digestive problems etc.
however - also appreciate that they did not find anything too nasty!