hi all
so i get up in the morning and the first thing in my head is to i feel ok ? do i feel like i still have something stuck in my throat ? yep still there. i get up take my meds (thyroxine/propranolol/anti gastro) feel a little lightheaded a bit detached. i do the kids breakfast and hope my wife will take kids to school coz for some reason i just fear it not sure why. then i sit on my rear thinking this must be more than anxiety and why do i feel so seperated from my former self how can i get back. i muddle through the day most of the time my health and feeling just odd consume my mind. feeling guilty that my wife does so much and i do so little. before long its time for bed so its time for meds again (20mg amitryprtine/anti gastro)
and prepear for a night of wakeing feeling odd stomach churning feeling generaly odd.
when the hell will this pass ? do i need different meds ? will this ever go away?