Ohhhh I am so worried...find out tomorrow at hospital about what has been going on...and I just know its going to be cervical cancer. I have all the symptoms and I am still bleeding, and I shouldnt be..days and days on - it wont stop and its getting worse - I feel exhasuted...sorry too much information...
I can't stop crying since last Thursday. Being brave is not me.
Just nearly finished a bottle of red wine, to try and blot it all out.
You know sometimes,. when you come through so much,(like a lot of others on here) that you think that by the law of averages that you wont go through anymore, then you go through more. I am just so scared, I can'tbe brave. I wont be one of those with cancer who smile bravely through it all.
My partner is getting annoyed with me saying 'Oh it wont be cancer' How the h*ll does he know!!! It happens to anyone. I am not immune to it.
Honestly I am so scared that I dont know what to do.
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