Hey guys I've just joined the site I've had anxiety since the birth of my 2nd son after a horrible birth etc I'm basically looking for anyways I can make myself feel better! It all started the week before I got married that I had my first panic attack after having depersonalization/derealization I'm for ever questioning myself what if this what if that! But I'm always in a constant state of what I call dopey ( depersonalization) I sometimes get the scary thoughts that most people talk about! I've been to see a occupational therapist and a nurse at the psychiatrist who basically said I suffer from panic / stress but I can't help feeling like I'm going mad ??