Wow! where to begin..
Why do I want to say so much here, but I cannot talk to my own family about this.. Mmmm worrying...
I am female, 49, married 25 years, 2 children...
Worked full time until 1995, when I lost partial sight in my left eye, everything went down hill after that, various other disasters then 5 years ago I lose the sight in my right eye, I am now registered partially sighted, they have now discovered I have had 3 mini strokes over the last few years, I also have diabetes and ulcerative colitis...
But its the panic attacks, the not wanting to go out feelings, the " I cannot go to far from home in case I need a toilet" is the worst feeling ...
And I am absolutely sure my doctors do not want to know or they do not have the time to talk to a neurotic women and that is why I have been on anti depressants for 11 years...
writing all this down makes me feel better...
Pat