Hi havent been on here for a good while been doing ok, intil a couple of weeks ago. Before my daugter was born was feeling very anxious mainly about the birth. Had her xmas eve was over the moon as have 2 boys but im still feeling anxious. Feel tearful, cant cope with older children, been getting panic attacks again where i cant breath. Im aware my pulse is fast and checking this often. Also not sleeping. Just wanna feel normal again my hubby is working so feel so alone