Originally Posted by
Dahlia
I have NEVER had this happen in any form of therapy - and I've had CBT. Perhaps it was a technique to try to challenge your assertiveness or something - but if it was, frankly, he should have told you that was what he had been doing at the end of the session, and then discussed your response and feelings at the time. Otherwise he just comes across as being hugely unprofessional and a bit of a t*at. And how are you meant to trust someone if they do that to you without explaining why and how it could help you??
My last therapist used to spend a lot of time looking out the window, and saying things like 'do you always wear black and grey, wearing colours might help you' (this was the depths of winter). Like 33 years of panic disorder would be wiped away by wearing a bit of pink. In fact he spent so long looking out the window, he saluted single magpies he noticed for good luck!
So, in short, no I haven't experienced this - and would say from past experience that it's really important you connect with your therapist. If you feel uncomfortable with them, then change. I umm'd and ahh'd about not seeing the 'staring out of the window' therapist, thinking it was because he was male and I prefer to see a female, and maybe I needed to get over that. But I'm so glad I did change - it got to the point where whenever I got an email from him I had a panic attack!
CBT is a much more hands-on, solution-focused approach. You don't really go into your past. You work together to identify your patterns of self-defeating behaviour and examine the stumbling blocks and what you could try instead to overcome them. It is very much a 'working together to find solutions' - rather than you sitting and talking and them nodding. Don't be surprised to hear your therapist share their own experiences from time to time, when you raise issues - in order to give some sense of perspective and reassure you that not everything you feel is 'abnormal', for example.
Dahlia