Hello Everyone,
As some of you know my problem is my phobia (flying, severe!!). Which has now turned into general anxiety, which is starting to lead to agoraphobia. It's weird how it just spirals out of control.
Anyways, when I speak to my friends and family they say how lucky I am to have such a wonderful, supportive, husband. I know I am lucky..it's just I can't seem to stop panicking. If any of you have read my posts we are about to be faced with some pretty scary things very soon. Such as, a place to live, a job, food for 2 kids soon to be 3 children, plus the cost of living in Hawaii. I am so grateful for my husband and he tells me everyday "we're going to be just fine, please don't worry". Well, I am sick over the worry!!! I am terrified that he won't be able to find a decent job, and we won't be able to afford living here but yet we won't be able to leave because of my phobia.
I guess what I am trying to say is...How can I learn to trust him more? I feel terrible for not being able to trust my own husband...who has yet to fail us. I know it must make him feel terrible. I feel so bad for it. I just want to be able to have some of this anxiety gone and know that we are going to be okay.
Is not trusting a common part of anxiety or is it just me?
Thank You,
Tina