Hi everybody !
First of all, I'd like to apologize if my English is not accurate, I'm French so I may make a lot of grammar/spelling mistakes.
I'm a 27 year old man and I've been suffering from panic attacks for 4 months now. I must say that thanks to breathing exercises, I'm not afraid anymore of having those kind of attacks. But, in the same time, I have also been suffering from anxiety (and particularly health anxiety). The symptoms are just hard to support some days. Depersonalisation is the most uncomfortable amongst them. When it is too hard to bear, I take anxiolytics to have a little rest. I'm wondering if I should not take antidepressants. I see a psychologist almost every week, and she does a great job, but anxiety remains and here is why.
I have been diaognised with psoriasis and Psoriatic arthritis ten years ago. The Anti-inflammatory that I used to take revealed not to work anymore; my hip hurts so muche sometimes that I can't even put my feet on the ground. I haven't been to work for more than a month and a half. I cannot go outside just to walk, because I'm limping and I am not able to do 10 meters without hurting. I'm just alone at home all day, with my thoughts and my anxiety. I'll start a new treatment soon and I hope this will improve my quality of life.
I noticed that my pain is higher when my anxiety raises. I try to relax and all of this, but it's hard. Going outside would help me a lot but I cannot walk so I feel like I'm in a vicious circle. I noticed that when I talk to people, my anxiety leaves me a little bit. Today, I have flu symptoms, my left ear is ringing and I feel i have a little bit of depersonalisation. My night panic attacks have appeared again those 3 last days.
My question is simple: are there people here that have psoriatic arthritis (or any other form of arthritis) with anxiety ? How do you cope with this situation ?
Another question: how to do to make my anxiety less important so that my arthritis doesn't worsen ?
Actually, I might not get any response, but I just wanted to share my story with you, maybe someone will recognize himself in this situation This is a very tough period of my life that I am experiencing. Sometimes, the anxiety is so high that I don't even feel the fear, but only the symptoms !
Thanks for reading !