Having a really cr*p day today, im having to keep the tv switched on to stop myself being able to think because if i think too much it makes me worse. Havent been on here for a few days, had too much going on at home. My Son is having to move schools because the bullies finally won, i couldnt go with him to look around his new school because of the social anxiety and agoraphobia so i had to rely on a friend to take him which made me feel really guilty. My other son has a really big football game tonight and i cant go and watch, having to see his face when i explained i couldnt go made me feel worse. its days like these where i really dont want to get out of bed, even taking my tablets is a chore, the housework hasnt even been started and i doubt it will be. So thats my day, ive had my moan, as self pitying and pathetic as it may seem. hope i didnt drag anyone down too much.
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