I used to love weekends and bank holidays but simply cant relax at all..
hate being a worrier and wish i could deal with things like most folk.
Feel like i cant think or talk about anything else and know my family are fed up listening to me waffle of.
had smear test done 6th april, nurse said everything looked perfect, spoke to gp the following week as was worried sick, she also said as im in the lowest risk group i have no reason to worry, i didnt have any symptoms, but im imagining them now, and so worried that my smear will come back with something wrong, cant get it out of my mind and know folk say no point in worrying but cant stop.. friends say that if anything was wrong would have heard by now but im not so sure if u do hear quicker if something is wrong although gp said that too...