I'm having a slightly worse day but it's gave me time to reflect on ho it usually is every day.

I just feel low, feel I can't function, I sit in a daydream on the computer for hours, numb, no emotions...not sure if it's more depersonalisation? I really feel lifeless and hopeless.

Tonight I feel low, had a bug a few days ago but I have a tight stomach, I've no appetite atall, last two days I've had late dinners as I struggled to force myself to eat a little..I feel sad about my life no g.f, no job. I've had chances of dates but they are not my ideal women..I've felt really alone in my suffering of late.

I just think but anxiety, how will I cope, can I cope every day? Some say well I cope as I've got by, but it's no fun just getting by, that's not coping some days I look back on blankly with no emotion and wonder am I really alive? I've suffered spells like this past year really.

Maybe it's a combination of symptoms making me feel this way I just feel sorry for myself..I don't think I can ever free myself of anxiety whilst my life had too many imperfections because that's where all my stress comes from...if I was in a relationship or had my own house I'd maybe feel more secure..