I remember being at Old Trafford (Football Ground) one time and thinking "how can all these people sit here and watch men kick a bit of rubber about when we're all going to die?!!". "Am I the only one that realises this?".
It's strange that when I was healthier I took drugs which could have killed me and I had a blase outlook on it. Now that I'm not well and life is really difficult and often quite miserable, I'm desperate to cling on to life!!

Ships in harbour are safe..but that's not what ships were built for.