hiya,
after being on citalopram my anx gas got so much better,but after a 3 year smoking quit,ive been smoking again past 6 months!!!(i quit after losing my dad from lung cancer)my worst fear!!!!im also drinking like a fish,i wake up so down and cross with myself,ive also put on a stone due to the cider!!!but come 4 oclock ill be feeling ok and think sod it and go get some cans and 10 fags....then wake up again all anxious and scared wot im doing to my body I HAVE A CANCER PHOBIA 4 GODS SAKE!!!! Like ths morn i thought rte thats it(again)only then to think hang on its sunday..i love my beer and few cigs on a sunday tea time!!! wot can i do??? the beer takes away the worry but its straight back nxt day!!!!im very weak willed,my dad was an alcoholic,and been bought up in a pub!! my sis t total,but smokes 40 a day!!!!i just want to be normal..aaarrrggghh......sorry for long post thankyou for reading and ne advice pleasexxx