im on a bit of a rant tonight but does anyone else sometimes just look at others and get so jealous of the smallest things? ... like being able to drink a can of coke without the caffeine making u all edgy or going out spontaneously with friends without fear of a panic attack or just being able to sit in a meeting at work totally relaxed, bored even, without feeling like u need to run out the room and escape!!! i just feel so out of touch with reality and normal day to day life right now, how can i make this better?