Hi guys, im just feeling so so so so down, some days i feel on a high and i find my tablets work otherdays its horibble. Im supposed to be going away on friday for my sis hen weekend to spain but i feel like s**t right now and my mind is doing overtime. the thoughts that scare me and going thru my head right now are
What if something bad happens to me
What if i collpase and never wake up
What if i freak out when im on the ship and know i cant get off
What if im sick and want to be in my own bed
I really wanna go on this trip and my doc tells me to go to it will do me good but i KNOW something awful will happen to me. I know it hasnt yet but why do i feel so crap, suick lightheaded shaky if nothing bad will happen to me, its a question i want an answer to and have my head change its thoughts
im just scared and im sorry if i post loads x