Well, just as I was "getting there" I had a mad episode [:I][:I][:I]I phoned an ambulane (twice!) so 2 arrived (felt awful to waste there time)
One of the dashed me to A&E (Me Sure I was going to die AGAIN), When I got there I was calming down because I was with a medical person, had all the usual tests done, ECG, Blood Pressure, Blood Test etc etc - As expected all was fine and got sent home - now totally ashamed! my family think im cracking up! and think im attention seeking but believe me this is attention I do not want!
My question - How do I stop myself doing this, At the time I am so convienced I need medical help then as soon as Im with them I start to be ok, feel so ashamed, I try breathing / relaxation nothing works, how can I stop these ridiulous episodes? Any advise please?
Thanks
Wendy