Hi all it has taken me a long time to tell people about this, and alot of courage to post this.
I blush all the time, and it's starting to get me down because im not embrassed most of the time, however if i am embarrassed its alot worse.
It all started when I was 13, I am now 21. I was in school, in a lesson surrounded by my class, a boy says to me "you smell nice" I got embarrassed and went bright red. Everyone was looking and commenting about me going red.
Since that day I would blush over everything, people talking to me including my mates, and my school life was ruined because id go red in class when a teacher asks me a question or when i had to read out loud, and class presentions? well that was a nightmare for me.
My confidence has never been the same, as i dont talk much thinking if i go red in middle of a convo,im okay around my mum and boyfriend but thats it.
I dont go out much either, I go into town for shopping I am only 21 and dont even go out for a drink on the weekend or to a mates as i just blush all the time. I dont just blush i go bright red from forehead to chin. its very easy to go red for me.
I have found out recently that if im hot then i go red more, so i always leave windows open, and dress light so im cool, if i go somewhere thats hot or has the heating on, well im doomed as im red the whole time!
Id like to go to friends houses for a drink, to restaurants or even go to a shop without going red once! :( I always turn places down if im offered to go to party or whatever,
I need to know if theres people out there like me?
Is there anything to help me?
Like
skincare, creams etc.
make up?
meds?
I'd love to be able to be me again, and just be young instead im in all the time, with my daughter who is nearly 3.
Please somebody xxxx