I am 17 and have struggled with anxiety and depression eating disorders from the age of 11.
At the moment my self esteem is at an all time low. I have always hated pretty much everything about myself. At the moment I am determing to loose weight because I really do feel like a whale. I am struggling to get up and dressed in the morning let alone going out and socialising.
I understand people may thinkk I am overreacting or being attention seeking but I really do hate myself and feel very depressed. Usually hurting myself or worse but I feel like it would just cause even more hassle because I wouldn't be successful.
I eat healthily and try to go the gym if I manage to get out. But I think of starving myself daily because I'm meant to be going back to college soon and I want to be slim and feel confident about myself.
Does anyone else feel this way or have any advice for me please xxxx