Kay, I've responded on your other post quite a few times trying to reassure you by giving you the facts about what you fear. I have written from experience, of having lived with and survived cancer myself but I can see you are unable to listen to what people are telling you.
Only you can put a halt to this cycle of panic, at present advice isn't helping at all.

I hope you manage to find some distraction and peace Kaye, I'll take a step back as
I don't think this is helping you at all. Wishing you well x