Re: On edge after exercise and battling panic attack.....
I used to get this all of the time. It culminated in me having a panic attack at the end of a 5k ParkRun which scared me so bad I gave up running completely. In hindsight it was a really bad decision as I'm now having to build up my running fitness again and I really could kick myself for letting it go.
There's are lots of ways you can keep run-fit if you want to ease off on longer runs for a bit. Do speed/hill/stair intervals. Or run 1 mile as fast as you can. Or just jog for 15 mins if keeping really fit isn't a big deal for you.
I don't want to advise you keep up a hobby that is distressing you but if you previously liked running then don't let the anxiety ruin it. Find a balance where you can keep it up but don't end up in a vicious cycle of anxiety over it x
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