Re: New puppy and Anxiety???
Hi Snow
I have not been on the forum for awhile but when I saw your posting just now I had to write.
About 10 years ago we had a horrible house fire. Thank God no one was hurt. We needed to go into a rental house.
My late dog had been gone awhile and I got this "great" idea that what would lift my spirits would be to get a dog.
Off we went to the local shelter and got a cute little lab mix.
Even at her young age I could see she was very dominant.
In light of our circumstances with the fire and all it was the worst idea.
Sadly I brought her back a few days later.
Your situation is different though.
I think what people like us that suffer from anxiety is often a problem with committing- in other words we are often looking for an escape from our anxiety, a need to get away, run away.
Maybe with this new pup you are feeling anxiety due to the fact that you now must care for him/her and also for yourself and any others in your family.
I know that after my late dog Gwen passed I wanted another dog yet on the other hand I was fearful if I was making the right decision. To get a dog or not. Many years went by and I frankly think that I held back inpart because I didn't find the right dog and perhaps too because of anxiety about the responsibility. In other words, and this may sound crazy, would having a dog increase my already there anxiety.
A few years after the fire I found the perfect match- I was working in a animal rescue group and found my beloved new girl.
My best advice to you is to take a deep breath ( or many- LOL) and look at the fun and happy side of having a pup.
I know they are tons of work more so then an older dog.
Also keep in mind is to not worry about what people say- in other words if you feel that you cannot keep her and must return her then do what is best for you.
Give it some time I say and try not to let the anxiety get the better of you.
Enjoy the new pup and let him/her make you laugh.
Hope this has helped some.
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Hugs,
Soup
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