Tiny like pimple Under or on epididymis on the left testicle !

[Lockey1995]

Hey

About 4-5 weeks ago now when i was showeing at the top of my left testicle it feels like there's a soft squidgy move able pimple thing at the very top. The weird thing is when I lie down it feels like a vein and sometimes it's hard to find so it might move a bit or be in the scrotum it self. I might have had this years as well not too sure my head is just gone atm. Anyway when i did have a shower yesterday i checked again and i think it is in the epididymis or around that area because I pushed on it and my fingers on the lump were right at the top away from the testicle structure it self but it still scares me.

I have a pea sized one on my right epididymis that I've had ooh for about 5-6 years now gotta be maybe even longer than that which is stupidly never got it checked out. Also if you had some shrinkage in your left testicle would it be very obvious from the outside as in you'd see saggy skin? or am i being paranoid at this point?

I've just felt terrible for the last nearly 3 months now so scared, alone and even if it does get better a little and subsides. I'm really worried that one day one of the above things is going to be the death of me and come back and hit me later on.

Also not sure if this is more of a symptom of depression but atm I'm having terrible intrusive thoughts like wishing above on my aswell and other bad things :(

[unsure_about_this]

Best thing to do it get a doctors appointment I been there and I been there worrying about my airbags (I mean testicles) I got them checked out, as well as my self exam, I do make a point myself visiting my GP at least once per year to get myself check

Gp sent me for an appointment with the specialist, who just to be 100% safe sent me for ultrasound scan because the gp thought he felt a lump, specialist could not even feel the lump (no tumours) not even the tech guy could feel the lump, even though he spent 10 minutes during the scan.
but all it turned out was some cysts around the epdidymis

[Lockey1995]

How quick would a tc lump grow?

[unsure_about_this]

I have no idea how fast a testicle lump non or serious, mostt testicles lumps are not serious, some of the non serious may need treating, like my case with my cysts I might need them removing in the near future. but dr thought I was sensible getting it checked out

If you are worried go to gp, and request an ultrasound that will tell you 99.0%-100% certain if you have a problem which needs treating. I am in my early 30s.

[Magatame]

Is it on the actually testicle or the sack? If it's the sack is usually nothing to worry about, if it's the testicle make sure it's not right when the tube connects with your testicle as I think it's normal to have a slight bump there.

[Lockey1995]

Ok bumping this been 7 months now since i first felt it's got no bigger idk if it's on the testicle or what but it's barely a mil feels still moveable as stated, May have got slighter smaller idk. anyway When i grab my epididymis with my thumb it seems then lump is higher than the testicle structure it self I think.

Would've it have grown now if it was something more?

[unsure_about_this]

If it was serious where the lump is you would probably have more symptoms by now, and yes if the lump was something more it will have grown.

I been to the GP earlier this week because even though I been checked out I was panicing as I was still worried about testicle cancer, no new lumps, I got two cysts in the epididymis which I have already named.

[Lockey1995]

Ahh ok i really need to get my self on a plan to kick this anxiety i think :( it's ruining me this year never felt so down in my entire life

[Fishmanpa]

Ahh ok i really need to get my self on a plan to kick this anxiety i think :( it's ruining me this year never felt so down in my entire life

I thought you were in CBT?

I Am in cbt going to group sessions in the new year

What does your CBT therapist think about you posting on an anxiety forum?

Positive thoughts

[unsure_about_this]

Always best to get it check out Lockey,