I have an issue with the ground beneath me needing to be flat. its especially bad indoors vs outside. Outside its mroe acceptable to me that htings be uneven tho at times it will still urk me.
But indoors i'll find a non flat spot of ground in the floor and i'll pace it back and forth wondering why tis not flat and upset that its not flat and should be flat. I'll do this in my home or in public places etc..
Anyone else have this issue? I currently have various foot issues and will obess over the posibility of the unveven ground being a problem It also doesnt help that i'm a runner so even if my treadmill is not quite right i start to get pretty obsessive about it.
I also have a fear of falling through the second floor or higher floors in buildings. I worry i might weight ot much or items in a room might be too heavy and it will all collapse and i'll fall through. Or while sleeping it will collpase and i'll fall to the ground floor.
anyone have any ideas on these? I'm the type of person you might see even walking a bit funny and its becasue i'm navigating the ground with with my feet wondering why its uneven in a certain spot etc..
its strange and it seems like this all just gets worse and worse.