Hello all
I feel as though my Depression and G.A.D/Social Anx. are in remission at last. When the occasional wave of irrational fear or lowness comes over me I think I can cope with it.
However, the one thing that hasn't left me is this overwhelming feeling of not wanting to to do anything. I feel totally unmotivated to do anything and when I try to force myself to do stuff (like housework, exercise or taking unwanted items to a charity shop) I find myself either making excuses not to do it or starting to do it but getting fatigued very quickly and giving up. It's a vicious circle because I'm now putting on weight and getting more and more unfit as time goes on.
I remember in Cantopher's "Depression: Curse of the Strong" book, he says to leave the hoover in the middle of the room when this happens and don't overtax yourself in recovery. Not much chance of that!
I'm posting this for two reasons:
1. To see if anyone else feels the same and
2. In case anyone has been through this and come out the other side and has a top tip to share!
One thing I've thought of doing is starting really slow and giving myself just one different task to do each day for a week, then the next week I'll add another task and so on until I'm doing more. The task won't be "clean the house", it would be "clean the bathroom" - a small manageable task that I can do.
Typically, I've decided that I'll do this from next Monday (even before I had my breakdown I was a chronic procrastinator).
I should imagine that this feeling is quite common after depression?
Any thoughts?