Re: human contact, pleaaaase
I am glad you feel there is a direction shining with a little of that magical stuff hope, I hope that you continue walking toward it and feeling it touch you more each week that passes, welcome to nomorepanic!
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''...an utter depression of soul which I can compare to no earthly sensation more properly than to the after-dream of the reveller upon opium - the bitter lapse into everyday life, the hideous dropping off of the veil. There was an iciness, a sinking, a sickening of the heart, an unredeemed dreariness of thought which no goading of the imagination could torture into aught of the sublime.''